All That I can Say: David Crowder Band
Lord I'm tired
So tired from walking
And Lord I'm so alone
And Lord the dark
Is creeping in
Creeping up
To swallow me
I think I'll stop
Rest here a whileAnd didn't You see me cry'n?
And didn't You hear me call Your name?
Wasn't it You I gave my heart to?
I wish You'd remember
Where you sat it down
Chorus:
And this is all that I can say right now
And this is all that I can giveBridge:
I didn't notice You were standing here
I didn't know that
That was You holding me
I didn't notice You were cry'n too
I didn't know that
That was You washing my feet
This week is the three year anniversary of HSSH dropping his bombshell and walking out the door. You can read about it in the testimony links, if you don’t know the story.
This week I want to make the choice to focus on what God has done. Where God has been, and not on what hasn’t happened.
If you remember last week in my post last week about my blog awards, there was one that I said just going there for the song on the site, Bring The Rain is a blog written by a mom who lost her baby. The lyrics are pasted above.
In the bridge… it says it all. He’s been with me through every tear. Holding me. Crying with me. Washing my feet… It’s more than my heart can comprehend.
Pam
3 comments:
So hard to believe it's been only three years. It seems like longer so some of us who have walked with and prayed with you.
I pray that you can keep your focus this week, that HssH will not pull you into his pit, that you can live the life God would have you live today, and every moment...You don't want to miss this! ( sorry to coin the phrase!)
In many ways it feels like it has always been this way! But on the other hand I have a hard time comprehending that we've survived this for three years! I NEVER thought I could do it. GOD IS SO BIG!
I'm sure I've heard that soong but as I told you before, I can't put songs, titles, and names together unless I hear it.
The words are so much me...the pain and wondering what God has done with my heart and isn't He listening...but then realizing He is there. Kind of like you said to me today...maybe I know what He's saying to me but I just don't realize it. I've really been pondering on that. Do I know what He's saying and don't realize it? Do I hear Him and don't recognize it's Him but see it as ordinary or normal or something else? Do I see Him when He's there?
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