And, the emotions are trying to take over again.

In 6 minutes I have to leave the house to take Leah to her first day of cheerleading “camp” at the middle school. 

I dropped Zach off at a neighboring school 2 hours ago for football camp.

Lucas will start his first week of summer school tomorrow from 9-11.

Rinse. Wash. Repeat.

Laundry is piled behind me.

I can barely breath.

Emotions are flying all around me.  I am busy physically, but my mind is still trying to process the weekend.  The visit the kids had with their dad.  A couple of conversations I had with him.  What God is asking me to pray.  What I see with my human eyes.  It’s just too much.

3 minutes.

Please pray for me to see the truth according to God’s Word and send all these emotions on their way one by one…

James is in Canada fishing all week with my dad.  So glad that he is in a place that I don’t have to be concerned about him too much.  So thankful for my dad and the role model he is in my children’s lives.

1 minute.

I took Zach and Lucas to have their broken bones checked out this morning again.  Zach’s knee appears to have just a natural crack in his patella rather than a break. (it is in 2 pieces rather than one). Lucas toe is healing nicely.  Neither boy needs to go back again at this point!

After that I took them out to breakfast. 

Time is up.

Better get her to cheer camp.